The best part of life

The best part of life…
Watching people around u make a weird sound,
feel happy when my dear friends pleased me,
when my best part of life send me words…
Sometime see unknown people drawn and reach them hands
watching people sucking they f***ingSh*t Bo** ass..
touch my fatso fingers and realize “hey mother-not-yet-a-mother, u are getting 30…!”
see my own fingers and feel grateful to not loosing it
talking to God and known God replayed
feel tired and excited in the same time
when I’m reading…
when I’m drawn to my bath tub and hold my breath, start to not think anything
see my fatso grown up